Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Starbucks Entry #19 (late)

questions

I have this peculiar—and at times annoying—habit of answering questions either with other questions or with ambiguous answers. I don’t even think about it at times; it just comes out as an instant reflex, a deflection mechanism I’ve gradually developed.

Why? I’m still figuring it out. Indecisiveness? Yes, I have trouble making decisions and knowing what I want. Difficulty expressing myself in words? Always. Not wanting to be given the responsibility of a decision? At times. Thinking about others instead of yourself? Yeah…

I guess it’s a result of a lot of quirks LOL. I’m definitely more conscious of it and have been trying to address and fix it. Please bear with me :)